New Colleague

Wakakakakaka...... a new colleague came into our office yesterday morning

Sex: Female
Age: 24
Status: Married (got 2 children) so good....
Position: Full time art teacher
Job: Help boss do art project

She is a nice person, friendly, hardworking bla bla bla bla.....
So....
She going to take over my art project.... (hehehe) but i cant touch my art drawing (haizzzz)
Never mind, at least i'm free a bit.
I no need to scratch my head about the vote drawing anymore XD
No need to cooperate with boss girl friend (good for me)

She and I are from the same art studio.....
(That is why she look so familiar to me)
We start learning art since we was small but not same class or time.
We get along quite well without that fatty influence (thank god)
Hope nothing happen between us XD

A Spy

I feel like there is a SPY in my facebook's friend list.
I don't know who is he/she....
Is the spy is a good person or bad person?
I really don't know....
Do i need to be careful with that spy?
I just act nothing happen?
If for u, what you going to do?
check 1 by 1 all my friends?
LOL!!!!!!
Zzzz..... Nah...
I'm not going to waste my time for doing like that....

My New Hairstyle

A lot of my friends cant accept my new hairstyle....
They said i look too old...
Really sad when i heard it
I also cant accept it too actually...
I was shocked when the hair stylish change my hair like that!!!
So....I went back home cried....
i just try to comfort myself.... everyday comfort myself
"wait my hair grow longer, it will be pretty"
"it will"

What you will do?

What u will do if the person u dislike going to walk pass by u?

a. smile
b. say Hi to that person
c. look down cause u are shy
d. act like u didn't see he/she
e. run away cause u saw a ghost coming

if u choose (a) u are super good person and never think so much about that person
if u choose (b) u are overact (wakakakkakakaka)
if u choose (c) u admire he/she?????
if u choose (d) i like the way u did (geng!)
if u choose (e) u are crazy! u got mental problem!

No Mood To Go To Work......

These few days.... i really don't have the mood to go to work.
Hate the environment.......
Hate to much works.......
Hate someone........ Hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The situation getting worst and worst..... i really don't like it......
When it will get better like last time???????
When when when when when....
miss those days.....
Few new colleagues sense something happen on those old colleagues...
They asked the maid
"is there something happen to those full time workers?"
"do u know anything?"
"sure got something happen"
the maid only gave the answer " I DON'T KNOW"
how they know there was something happening on us?
is she the one who told them or they got the good sense

BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!

Want to c a bitch??????? 19yrs old bitch......pregnant bitch.......haven't married yet!!!!

She is BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 snakes head!!!!!!!!!!!!
I never use this BITCH word in my life to scold someone.... She really made me so mad!!!!!
After i came back from Redang, she was so stupid to tell something about me to Lenny and Esther. "I hate Miss Siow". I HATE HER because she is so crazy." "I got boyfriend. how about her?" She was so childish..... She want to compare bf????
I seldom talk with her..... I just met her in the office about 1 week only then i went for holiday in Redang.
What i had did to her????
Because of this case, i was so tension and can't control my emotion for few weeks. I cried out in front of Esther and Lenny. Tears keep dropping.... Esther and Lenny comfort me but i still crying.....
What i can do? I only can keep in my heart. Said to myself, she was still a small girl not mature.
She want to talk with me or tell stories, i just listen and entertain her. I know she still hate me. I just acted nothing happened. Still treat her as a friend.
Talk too much, she will said "I crazy". Didn't talk, she will said "I lansi (arrogant)".......
Few months past, i thought she will be better now but i can't believe she still being a bitch again.
She stab at my back again and again.....
She told all the colleague that i'm a bad person..... NOT just me.... another colleague (Ms Tan) also she stab!!!!
She told the new colleague (Cindy) not to trust me and Ms Tan. We both are bad person. We are 25 (in cantonese). I don't understand why she treat Ms Tan like that. Ms Tan was so good with her. She told Cindy not to talk so much with both of us. That bitch doesn't like Cindy at all. She hate her. She stab her too.... But poor Cindy treat her as a friend. In front of us, she treat us so good but behind us, she stab, stab and stab!!!!!
She delete my name in her friend list... Good for me actually..... BUT she was so dumb that i still can see what she wrote in her wall =.="""
Yesterday, she posted something on her wall
"最近真的犯小人.....谁可以教我打小人?因为我想平静好好养身........"
She thought she was innocent.......
I really miss those days with my ex colleagues.... They were nice, can take joke and not sensitive at all. Miss them......
That bitch now pregnant, i really hope that she can quit this job!!!! I don't want to see her face!!!!!

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!
The student that i HATE most, next month stop!!!
He going to move to Johor with his family!!!!
WAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!!!
I was so happy when my colleague told me this news!!!
WAHAHAAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!!

Greedy Boss

This month is my boss jackpot month...
Why i said like that?
Because of want to earn a lot of moneys,
my boss simply accept the students that was too weak n difficult to teach....
most of the students was std 6 students..... they going to have their exam soon (on September)
When my colleague n i look through their exams paper..... v both almost faint!!!
their exam marks was below 40% some get less than 5% !!!!!
The worst is... one of the student don't know what is flower..... already std 6... still don't know what is flower...... a lot common words that students should know ........ but he don't know...
When we want to set a lesson for him, we need to drop the level lesson from level 5 to level 2....
How we going to teach the students?
The parents also giving us pressure...
They only drop their child in tuition center n leave all the teaching jobs to teacher....
we also need parents co-operation... we need them to guide their child at home
At tuition center, we as a teacher can guide them n teach them....
but at home the parents only ask them "do u have homework?" the child said no (actually they got)
They didn't check at all their homework.....
Because of our boss simply accept students.... we need to suffer......

HATE THE STUDENT

Yer................ I hate that student!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Every Monday i need to teach him!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Waste my times and my energy to teach him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wan to scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
Hate Him!!! Hate Him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hate Him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
An alphabet D, he also can write terbalik........
Malaysia National Song he also don't know.......
Standard 5 already............. what also don't know!!!
A doctor's son can be so ......................
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He going to make me scold him STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But i can scold him in front o him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
All i can do is scream in my blog n scold him in my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
BLACK MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Student!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I feel want to SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
why i got a student that don't have common sense at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Once a week, we going to have an assembly at our school.
1st thing u need to do is stand straight in front our Malaysia flag.
Then we will sing a song.
What is the song we need to sing????
NEGARAKU.
MY student told me the song name is Malaysiaku.
I fiercely stared at him.
He said Hari Merdeka.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
A standard 5 student from malay school don't know our Malaysia flag song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY BLACK MONDAY

My Best Friend's Wedding

Today is my best friend wedding....
IS she pretty?
YES!!!!
After make up and wearing the bride gown.....
WOW!!!! Pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How about the bridegroom???
Hmmmmmm.... okok only....... not so handsome and so ugly.....
Just a normal look....Lol.....
When is my turn?
I also Don't Know!
Maybe 2yrs later
Maybe 3yrs later
Maybe 4yrs later

Maybe 5yrs later.....

I really don't know!

Tired...

I'm so tired.........
so tired.......
my boss gave me so much works to do.....
how i going to finish it all.................
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
How How How??????????
Pass some of my works to who?
WHO WHO WHO?????????
She?
He?
They?
I need to be tough!
I need to finish it!

Fast! Fast! Fast!!!!!!!

Boring work....

Boring.....
very boring....
very very boring..........
ah............................. i can't stand with the boring working life......... 3days already.......
i have nothing to do.....
every time, i need to think, think, think and find, find, find things to do.....
all those works that my boss assign me to do i already done .....
i afraid to tell my boss that i have nothing to do....
if i tell him, i'm sure i will very, very, very damn BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no........... i'm not going to tell him...... but i already addicted to workaholic...
how??????
need to tell him or not???????
tell him i wil very busy....
didn't tell him i so boring.....
ah........................................

Friends

Humans can change
for better or worse
If you put a little space for people
And for yourself
You might just see the good in people
But you must be ready to get hurt in the process
Thanks to you, and my friends, and my family
I learn to pick myself up easier
That's what friends are for
If you decided to give everyone the benefit of the doubt
You may reap better rewards
Rewards sometimes you may not see in the eye
But in the heart
But like I said, you must be prepared to get hurt...

From My Friend, Yao Yang

My Pet

My pet, Xiao Bai

My Dear Colleagues

Today was two of my colleagues last day..... I going to miss them so much...hehe... Doraemon and Chua. Doraemon worked in this company for half year and Chua only 1month n 1 week (LoL)

These two guys are really nice person and very funny
Chua and me...... all of my colleagues including me having our lunch at Old Town Restaurant
We are prosperity cats....hahahahha "Zhao Chai Mao"
We are brother and sister. We look a like right? haha..... another "Zhao Chai Mao"
Machine Hands......wakakakakakaka
Chua sit in front of me doing his works.
He look so serious when working....
curi senyum.....
I sitting behind of him.... we took this picture quite many times cause he keep complaining that his head is too big! Lol...... (sorry la, my head is really small, hahaha)
I took this pic when i was testing my ph camera. Then this girl came out...hahahahaha......

HOMETOWN

Hometown....
He in his hometown now.....
Hope he has a better life and good career there.....
If can, just concentrate more in his career......
He wasted too many years in a place that not belong to him......

I only can wish him GAMBATEI DEVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Portrait

I drew a portrait of someone in year 2004. It was my 1st time drawing a portrait. I gave it to that person as a valentine's day present but he didn't appreciate it. Already pass 5years now. He didn't take good care the drawing i gave him. He gave back to me the drawing and still want me to touch up the drawing and paint it. The drawing was already torn, wet and dirty........ My mood was very down when i saw the drawing..... I didn't think too much, so i just threw it into a plastic bag. I swear to myself that i won't draw a portrait to someone that not appreciate for what i have done.

Comparing

I always like to compare myself with others girls...
Compare pretty,
Compare smart,
Compare anything..........

Compare with them, i always the loser......
But it won't make me feel down

When i compare the look with my ex's gf.....

I am the loser......

He told me that his gf look more prettier than me......

I have an uneasy feeling inside me

Make me very unhappy.....
But at least i got a good heart better than his gf
This reason will make me more HAPPY.....

But it only can made me 20% happy....... 80% sad.....

Do I really look ugly?
Do I?
Ugly?

MIANG!!!!!!!!

GERAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I very MAD with my friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why i so angry??????
Do i look like miang girl?
Which part of me do i look like miang?????
Miang is a BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do i look like a BITCH???????????????
My friend called me a miang girl after seeing my picture!
DO i look like MIANG GIRL?
IDIOT!!!!!!!
He really IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GERAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If i miang, i won't be with my current bf now
If i miang, i already with another guy that is more handsome or rich guy
If i miang, i got alot bf.........
DO I LOOK LIKE MIANG?

My New MP4

SO HAPPY... i bought my new CREATIVE MP4 player... price rm369 (4gb). Can listen many songs, upload photos and play video. It also got SD memory card!!!!!!!!!! WORTH to BUY!!!

MY GOBLOK COLLEAGUE!

A lot of things happen in the company that i work now...
1 colleague already stop working because of her working perfomance...
1 colleague work until end of the April because of his family problems...
Another colleague that i hate most, i called her "goblok"!!!!!!!!! She is the 1st lady i called her that!!!
I and her are same age... but she is the worst! unresponsible! no moral at all! no common sense at all! Pity to those students that was taught by her.....
We got our salary on 3rd of April, Friday . On 6th of April, Monday, she called me for asking our boss cell number. I didnt think so much at that time, so i gave her the number. On the next day, she called me again that she sick. She want me to help her to teach her students and i just said OK.
On 8th of April, WEDNESDAY!!!! She didn't came for work and she got class need to teach. She didnt call our boss or inform us anything.
So......
my another colleague called her. Then my colleague told her she got class need to teach and asking her whether she coming or not.
That goblok said yes and will be late a bit. Then the students that she need to teach, she just push the responsibility to my colleague. She also told my colleague that she already sent a message to our boss that she already quit the job!!!
She didnt give our boss a 1 month notice... How we going to find another teacher to teach those poor students????????
In the contract, she just need to work for 6months!!!!!! She only worked for 4months in this company....... 4months only................................................ what kind of people is she??? UNRESPONSIBLE!!!

EVIL EVIL EVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What Happen?

A friend of mine, suddenly thinking about going to hell...
He told me he lost everything and alone...
No friends... No family...
All by himself...
Already few years he talking about the same things "DIE"
DIE... Can solve the problem???
Why he have to die???
He still young...
He still got long way to go...
If he die, what will be happen to his family???
Sad? Angry? No feeling?
What will happen???

Lifestyles

PC FAIR IS COMING TO TOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wan to buy a mp3 player. I search every brands that have a good quality mp3 player . Sony, Ipod, Samsung, Sansa Disk and Creative. After survey all the brands i prefer Creative. There are 3 types mp3 player that i really like but don't know which 1 is better.

Creative Zen 4gb Portable Media Player

Creative Mosaic mp3 player 4gb

Creative Zen X-Fi 8gb







Oh gosh... which i should buy?????