A Spy

I feel like there is a SPY in my facebook's friend list.
I don't know who is he/she....
Is the spy is a good person or bad person?
I really don't know....
Do i need to be careful with that spy?
I just act nothing happen?
If for u, what you going to do?
check 1 by 1 all my friends?
LOL!!!!!!
Zzzz..... Nah...
I'm not going to waste my time for doing like that....

What you will do?

What u will do if the person u dislike going to walk pass by u?

a. smile
b. say Hi to that person
c. look down cause u are shy
d. act like u didn't see he/she
e. run away cause u saw a ghost coming

if u choose (a) u are super good person and never think so much about that person
if u choose (b) u are overact (wakakakkakakaka)
if u choose (c) u admire he/she?????
if u choose (d) i like the way u did (geng!)
if u choose (e) u are crazy! u got mental problem!

HOMETOWN

Hometown....
He in his hometown now.....
Hope he has a better life and good career there.....
If can, just concentrate more in his career......
He wasted too many years in a place that not belong to him......

I only can wish him GAMBATEI DEVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Portrait

I drew a portrait of someone in year 2004. It was my 1st time drawing a portrait. I gave it to that person as a valentine's day present but he didn't appreciate it. Already pass 5years now. He didn't take good care the drawing i gave him. He gave back to me the drawing and still want me to touch up the drawing and paint it. The drawing was already torn, wet and dirty........ My mood was very down when i saw the drawing..... I didn't think too much, so i just threw it into a plastic bag. I swear to myself that i won't draw a portrait to someone that not appreciate for what i have done.

Comparing

I always like to compare myself with others girls...
Compare pretty,
Compare smart,
Compare anything..........

Compare with them, i always the loser......
But it won't make me feel down

When i compare the look with my ex's gf.....

I am the loser......

He told me that his gf look more prettier than me......

I have an uneasy feeling inside me

Make me very unhappy.....
But at least i got a good heart better than his gf
This reason will make me more HAPPY.....

But it only can made me 20% happy....... 80% sad.....

Do I really look ugly?
Do I?
Ugly?

MIANG!!!!!!!!

GERAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I very MAD with my friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why i so angry??????
Do i look like miang girl?
Which part of me do i look like miang?????
Miang is a BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do i look like a BITCH???????????????
My friend called me a miang girl after seeing my picture!
DO i look like MIANG GIRL?
IDIOT!!!!!!!
He really IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GERAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If i miang, i won't be with my current bf now
If i miang, i already with another guy that is more handsome or rich guy
If i miang, i got alot bf.........
DO I LOOK LIKE MIANG?

What Happen?

A friend of mine, suddenly thinking about going to hell...
He told me he lost everything and alone...
No friends... No family...
All by himself...
Already few years he talking about the same things "DIE"
DIE... Can solve the problem???
Why he have to die???
He still young...
He still got long way to go...
If he die, what will be happen to his family???
Sad? Angry? No feeling?
What will happen???

Friends

Friends.....
I have few best friends.....
Different kinds......different types......
different taste......different levels......
I still think they are my friends......
Do they think the same way......
I don't think so......
Friends can be fake......
Friends can be true......
But you don't know......
Friends.....
Friends can't be forever......

HATE HIM O MISS HIM

THERE IS A GUY I MET QUITE LONG TIME AGO....
HE HURT ME ONCE BEFORE....
I HATE HIM..... I CAN'T FORGIVE HIM AT ALL.....
NOW, HE GOING TO LEAVE THIS PLACE.....
I SOMETIMES THINK ABOUT HIM.....
NOT THAT I LOVE HIM..... AS A FRIEND ONLY.....
CAN'T BE LOVER BUT CAN BE A FRIEND...
I MAYBE WILL MISS HIM BUT FULL WITH HATRED
THERE WILL BE ONE DAY I WILL FORGET ABOUT HATE
JUST NEED TO WAIT.....