HOMETOWN

Hometown....
He in his hometown now.....
Hope he has a better life and good career there.....
If can, just concentrate more in his career......
He wasted too many years in a place that not belong to him......

I only can wish him GAMBATEI DEVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Portrait

I drew a portrait of someone in year 2004. It was my 1st time drawing a portrait. I gave it to that person as a valentine's day present but he didn't appreciate it. Already pass 5years now. He didn't take good care the drawing i gave him. He gave back to me the drawing and still want me to touch up the drawing and paint it. The drawing was already torn, wet and dirty........ My mood was very down when i saw the drawing..... I didn't think too much, so i just threw it into a plastic bag. I swear to myself that i won't draw a portrait to someone that not appreciate for what i have done.

Comparing

I always like to compare myself with others girls...
Compare pretty,
Compare smart,
Compare anything..........

Compare with them, i always the loser......
But it won't make me feel down

When i compare the look with my ex's gf.....

I am the loser......

He told me that his gf look more prettier than me......

I have an uneasy feeling inside me

Make me very unhappy.....
But at least i got a good heart better than his gf
This reason will make me more HAPPY.....

But it only can made me 20% happy....... 80% sad.....

Do I really look ugly?
Do I?
Ugly?

MIANG!!!!!!!!

GERAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I very MAD with my friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why i so angry??????
Do i look like miang girl?
Which part of me do i look like miang?????
Miang is a BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do i look like a BITCH???????????????
My friend called me a miang girl after seeing my picture!
DO i look like MIANG GIRL?
IDIOT!!!!!!!
He really IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GERAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If i miang, i won't be with my current bf now
If i miang, i already with another guy that is more handsome or rich guy
If i miang, i got alot bf.........
DO I LOOK LIKE MIANG?

My New MP4

SO HAPPY... i bought my new CREATIVE MP4 player... price rm369 (4gb). Can listen many songs, upload photos and play video. It also got SD memory card!!!!!!!!!! WORTH to BUY!!!

MY GOBLOK COLLEAGUE!

A lot of things happen in the company that i work now...
1 colleague already stop working because of her working perfomance...
1 colleague work until end of the April because of his family problems...
Another colleague that i hate most, i called her "goblok"!!!!!!!!! She is the 1st lady i called her that!!!
I and her are same age... but she is the worst! unresponsible! no moral at all! no common sense at all! Pity to those students that was taught by her.....
We got our salary on 3rd of April, Friday . On 6th of April, Monday, she called me for asking our boss cell number. I didnt think so much at that time, so i gave her the number. On the next day, she called me again that she sick. She want me to help her to teach her students and i just said OK.
On 8th of April, WEDNESDAY!!!! She didn't came for work and she got class need to teach. She didnt call our boss or inform us anything.
So......
my another colleague called her. Then my colleague told her she got class need to teach and asking her whether she coming or not.
That goblok said yes and will be late a bit. Then the students that she need to teach, she just push the responsibility to my colleague. She also told my colleague that she already sent a message to our boss that she already quit the job!!!
She didnt give our boss a 1 month notice... How we going to find another teacher to teach those poor students????????
In the contract, she just need to work for 6months!!!!!! She only worked for 4months in this company....... 4months only................................................ what kind of people is she??? UNRESPONSIBLE!!!

EVIL EVIL EVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What Happen?

A friend of mine, suddenly thinking about going to hell...
He told me he lost everything and alone...
No friends... No family...
All by himself...
Already few years he talking about the same things "DIE"
DIE... Can solve the problem???
Why he have to die???
He still young...
He still got long way to go...
If he die, what will be happen to his family???
Sad? Angry? No feeling?
What will happen???