Comparing

I always like to compare myself with others girls...
Compare pretty,
Compare smart,
Compare anything..........

Compare with them, i always the loser......
But it won't make me feel down

When i compare the look with my ex's gf.....

I am the loser......

He told me that his gf look more prettier than me......

I have an uneasy feeling inside me

Make me very unhappy.....
But at least i got a good heart better than his gf
This reason will make me more HAPPY.....

But it only can made me 20% happy....... 80% sad.....

Do I really look ugly?
Do I?
Ugly?